 *Nur' Ain Madzlan *often misunderstood *frequent mood swings *frequent anxiety attacks *addicted to green apples mail/msn: flubbery_blue@hotmail.com |
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
It came back. I can't seems to run away from them. It might sounds ridiculous. I hate to think bout it again. I think i'm crazy. I have this fire thats burning down deep. They humiliate me. They hurt me with words in the net. All i can do at that point of time is cry. I thought i could feel better but it hurts me more. Mak came to me, and all i did was to cry on her lap. Those words are harsh. The pain has turn into revenge. To an extend I wanted to kill a child. And I still do now. I feel like meeting them up and throw all my past anger and suferings. Those words keeping running tru like a film strip in my head. Her face, another her face, her voice. I think this revenge is becoming worse. I feel like crying.. and i am.... Bless me.. |