it still hurts;

Saturday, May 09, 2009

Some people are just so fickle minded.
Its not easy
having to change my daily routine.
Its not easy
having to change the way i live.
Its not easy
having to deal with peoples talking.
And when i've nearly get use to my new ways.
Its seems like things are back to normal like the old ways.

This is not like some kids game.
This is a serious adult thing.
Its bout how you think, how you deal with it.
With how feelings make you react.
And in some situation, its dealing bout live and death.
Its not something you juggle about.
When things came tumbling down, You picked it up and start all over again.
Like as if you are practising before the show. No..
These feelings are fragile dude..
God create you, me , us with an organ called brains.
Think. HE wants us to think.
Think about every single tiny weeny bit of things in the world...

I feel like jumping down.
seriously..
I feel so FUCKED UP!

Drink anyone? please..