 *Nur' Ain Madzlan *often misunderstood *frequent mood swings *frequent anxiety attacks *addicted to green apples mail/msn: flubbery_blue@hotmail.com |
Monday, April 06, 2009
I was about to fell asleep in the train when the song that i'm hearing suddenly stop, followed by my ringtone.Nope i don't recognise the number. Having doubts to pick up the call, i stared at it. hahahaha Changing my mind thinking it might be something important, i picked it up. Insurance? huh? Madzlan's daughter? Yes i am! Boy u trick me. And boy i didnt expect for your call or even smses in the afternoon. Damn you. You are making things hard dude. I wanna move on. If this is the way, hell no we ain't going anywhere. Thank you for your company all the way, but i think its not right. You said you gonna call back, but no im not gonna wait cause i know its gonna bring me down. Come on , stop lying to me,her, and yourself. You love to be on the phone with her. Admit it.. I have to control myself. I promised to myself that its not time yet for us. The time has in fact ended. I have to face the reality and so do you. Everything is killing me inside..Slowly.. Its hard and i;m struggling..Can't you tell? How am i suppose to deal with this??? AAAAARRGGGH.. "tiada yang lebih istimewa, dari cinta yang luar biasa, Lebih dari sebutir permata kau menyinari segalanya" |