it still hurts;

Sunday, April 05, 2009

Blame me for being too soft inside.
Blame me for putting on hopes.
Blame me for making those decisions.
Yes blame me.
I admit, its hard letting go of everything.

I know i should'nt have gone there.
But i did.
Thinking that it could make things better.
But no. It didnt.
In fact it was the last.

On the way back home, everything seems so new.
The route im taking, the bus that i took, the blue chair.
It plays like a video in my mind.
These tears wont do any difference.
Its time i face the music.

I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around.
Ive been stressing to fall back in love with you.
Boy, damn i was wrong.
Ive gotta pack up and leave now.
I gotta be strong and leave everyting behind.

You will always be in my prayers dude.
I stay in live with you.