it still hurts;

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Abdul Roydzuan,

Im sorry for making you feel bad all this times.
Im sorry for making you feel disgusted by my words.
For shouting at you, for blaming you things you didnt do.
For not having full trust on you.
I know sorry wont make that heart heal so fast.
It might not even heal.
But please give me a second chance to prove that we can make things out.
Together. I miss those times where, we hold our hands tight, walking , laughing.
I miss those talk late at nights before we end our day.
I miss those hugs that you've stop giving me.
I miss those warm smooch on my forehead.
I miss those cuddles while watching teevee.
Mostly i miss you.
I miss you soo much..
And i love you more than i love my own life.
I waited 4 years for your love. For our story.
And i will still wait for it.
Your name, your face, is pounding with my heartbeat.
You made me what i am today and i will never forget who i was before.
Please give me another chance. Just one last chance.

If you are reading this..

Abdul Roydzuan,
We share 4 years of ups and downs together. And i am not ready to let everything go yet.
Even if its in a good manner. I dont want to beg for your love, I dont want to force your heart.
Please let the love you used to have back again and we can make things work out.
If we could give each other 4 chances why not try for another.
I love you..