it still hurts;

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

My mind is going haywire now. I cant even think properly. I am sleepy but i cant sleep.
Like finally period is here and the cramp is unbearable. I wanna curl like a ball under the blanket but i wanna blog too. I told you i'm not thinking properly now.

I think i made the wrong choice, i opened up a new friendster account thinking i would be alright if i know the outside world once again. But the more i see those stuffs, the more i know smthing new, the more i met those people, the more i get anxious. I guess i am not ready to face the truth. It hurts seeing all the past. Slowly coming, piercing tru my small red organ. *sigh* It might be a small issue to some, but nah-ah its not to me. The truth that i can't bear to face it.

Im uttering nonsense. seriously.

And ohya, to you thanks for making me smile. Hope to see you around again.

Anybody wanna date me this Sat??