it still hurts;

Saturday, November 29, 2008

I am having two cats at home. How frustated can that be? I am very frustated now, at this very moment. Why?

ONE- 1 cat/kitten is already making the house a mess what more 2 of it . I even have to share my pillow with him. Its not that i dont like it but having a cat can be quite hard. Running around your legs,meowing in hunger. I even step on it a few times when he was a kitten. You have to keep a watch on it afraid it might fell of the window like what happen yesterday night.
He fell of the window. Kiddie found him at the corner of the stairs. Pity.
Just like a baby, when they were a kitten, they are so cute, so adorable, likes to be cuddle under your armpits. As they grow older and bigger, it gets naughtier, *" Senang kate makan hati beb!!!
Now my bed is gonna be full of cats.

SECOND- People change at times, without noticing it. Seeing that someone you know so well for 3 years change infront of your eyes, might just hurt you so much. They wont notice it and might not even admit it. It irritates me having to live my life in their way. It irritates me if things happen for a few times. It hurts me if they ignore me and left me feeling dumb. Sorry becomes so cheap from the lips. Sometimes i dont feel appreciate for what ive done and im asking myself why should i even be here standing and waiting for a person like that. They utter " i love you"s " i miss you", but their lifes,their friends,their feelings, are the most precious things they care for. They might not need somebody like me who has been the one tiring myself out. Ive been trying to make things happen and better but they dont care. Im tired of waiting and in the end im the one who loses out in this game. I'll just stand aside. Come to me if u need, love me.
"Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikap mu,
tak sadar kah kau telah menyakiti ku."

THIRD- I am just so in love with him..AAAAhhh Those eyes, melts me..
NK PELOKK!!!

MARRY ME PLEASE...