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Tuesday, April 01, 2008
"So, i won't hesitate no more, no more,
it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours"

It has been long ive been abandoning this blog of mine.
I really cant find the time to sit and really blog about those past days.
But now with the company of a packet of milo drink, i shall blog.
Work is fine especially after i remind myself that i need to love the job so that the money i get
will be much appreciated.
I need to love waking up early. i need to love everyone. Most importantly, i need to love myself.
I need to really love myself even if no else do.

Ive planned to take up driving lessons instead.
I have to plan my financial properly this time.
No more over-shopping.
No more buying what i dont need.
I need to feel my hard earned money fully.
I need to achieve something that i really treasure.
And im doing it!

Talking about financial, im thinking of opening an account with OCBC.
POSB withdrawal machine are not easily available, so at least i have other atm cards to withdraw if i cant find a POSB atm.
Plus at least i could save up once again.

If u really cannot commit , then u should sit and think.
Like i said, i should deserve better treatment then what i received now.
Its not fair. Totally not fair.
I want you to do what you should do not doing it after i tell you bout them.
I feel like giving up everything i have right now.
If freedom is the word that leads you to heaven, then tell me.
If the old me is the thing you wanted the most, im sorry, it'll take time.
Im sorry for always making you hurt sometimes,but i guess it is all a lesson to take.
trust me, its gonna take a lot of courage,patience ,strenght and time.
If really the feeling is there, you or rather we wont be hesitate to go far..
Deep down below there's still love for you...