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Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Bottom Line
Do not doubt the thoughts that are flying around in your head today. Trust them.
In Detail
The good news for today is that you have a totally accurate idea about what you are dealing with -- and what you will have to start dealing with soon. There is no need to doubt the thoughts that are flying around in your head right now, even if other people are telling you that you're being dramatic (or paranoid). It's not true at all -- you are right on target. You are right about your suspicions. Act on your convictions and be aggressive about what you want to accomplish.

I got the above from Friendster. And my mind was thinking bout something. Like what the above mention. But what i should do when i dont even know whats the commotion all about above here. ( pointing the head ).
There is something going on and is going to happen. But what? I have been cracking my head and squeezing my brains juice out but i cant seems to get the answer. The strange thing is, i know, i realised the answer is right in front of me but i am trying to get away from it. Trying to run away rather than facing it. Solving it. I know it has got to do with something that i got to make a decision. I could only see the shadow of it but not really the whole thing. It seems foggy. Aarrgh. Yah call me paranoid but i just cant put this "bug" that is bugging my head, in words. Its hard to explain. iTs ok. Just drop the subject. Ive been running in circles. Arrgh This is Life!

I realised a minute ago that credit cards,nets in detail, money, cash, really plays am important part in my life. Yes MY life. It's not that i am money-minded or "mata duitan" but seriously, i think i 've pampered myself too much all this while. Ive been too soft with myself. Yes with myself. I need to slow down my pace on financial.
btw, Why am i writing all this??
arrgh Again, this is life.Pathetic.