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Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Waking up at 3.30pm. i had my off day today. Went outside,but noone is back yet. i sat down on the sofa drinking a cup of hot milo, switching on the radio. aaaahh..After days of working, sitting home is heaven. I realised that ive missed out a lot of shows on teevee. And Eid Mubarak is just around the corner and my house is still not started to ready yet. Work was and is so much fun plus tiring. I got to meet loads of people with different types of attitude. All kinds of faces, cute dudes, beautiful ladies, celebrities and not forgetting babies! Cute chubby babies..aaahhh. peaceful..I am looking forward to work tomorrow.

i am asking myself what happen yesterday.
Perhaps things happen for thousands different reasons.
It was as easy as clicking your fingers, as you say those lines.
After all that i have gone through.
I tried my best to pick up those bits myself after it torn.
Like a puzzle, i tried to put it back, nicely,
so that it will develop that picture once again.
I went through everything thinking that you were with me all along.
But yesterday, when i turned,i realised i was alone all this while.
You were back there having the fun of your life, without even giving it a try.
I am soo dissapointed in you.
You've smudge the picture that ive tried to match all this while.
It may be easy for you to say it end, but as much as it hurts you,
it hurts me even more. And ive been trying to make it better.
Like a saying,
" A brokenheart is like a bended rod, no matter how much you try to straightened it, you will never get it back to normal."
Probably its time for me to keep silent. Let time create our story.
I won't force your feelings. Lets just start from the bottom.
Lets just start from when we used to date.
Start from square 1.
I pray for your happiness.
Do whatever it takes to make you happy.
And whatever it takes to keep this relationship going on.
Gdluck sweetheart.