it still hurts;

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

At last i got to sit infront of this lappie, watching teevee and blog annndd watch the 9pm chinese drama but missed the rest. It has benen a very busy week i can say.
Where am i on National Day, and both past weekends? WORKING! yes..i have been working 4 days straight after i started my first day on National Day. I must say working is really tiring and hardwork. I was so tired that i fell asleep and missed my stop Sunday morning.I was at tampines so i had to bounce back to Paya Lebar. I was 20 mins late.
Working in the sales line "again", really tests my patience. What more i have to deal fussy and irritating plus rude,malay community. I just hate the way they treats and talk. Children running everywhere, and they talk out loud like they are the only ones there to shop for clothes. duh! The kids even played hide and seek in the fitting-rooms and under the hanged clothes where keep some of the stocks there. I was shocked to find a kid sitting quietly,smiling at me, hiding under those clothes. To think back, it was funny but at that point of time, i was pissed off. It really irritates me when the kids are running about, cry, scream. I dont mind the kids age 3below running about, but i'm talking bout the 5 above.Its irritating..Wonder how their parents educate them.Not all, but i encounter 50% of the makciks talk loudly!Such a disgrace. Working under the same race boss, added more to the suffering. They think they are bunch of millionares, but hell no. They think by selling those golds,by giving people money, they are great? They cant even give a smile but to scold and scream. huh..

butbutbut lets just put the working days aside.
School is pressurising. I have 4 more workpiece to be cut in 4 weeks. How can i really manage that. But i can do it! I sure can.

Thank Roy for making my tired days happier and meaningful,with the help of him picking me up and seeing him smile without failed even when he's tired. It makes me feel content and satisfy.
I thank God for everyday experience.
Thank God for giving me a blissful and happier life now.
Thank Roy for being here still with me after the past.
For making me so special in his arms.
For making me feel loved.
Thank you Roy.
Thank God for creating Roy.

Thank you sweetheart.
And you know..

I love you too.