Saturday, July 14, 2007
For a moment in my life,i have my bestfriends and him around me but not my family.Nobody seems to care whether i've eaten, i go to school or even am i at home. Wake early in the morning with nobody except for CT (my cat) and Anan(turtle). Money left on the table top for school. Coming back home with only CT greeting me by running towards me and purrr, after hearing my "assalamualaikum". They laugh and giggle while watching t.v or playing with CT, while I, the sinful daughter sits in the room, hearing them. Am i already a stranger who only stays in this house for shelter? I am completely turning crazy. I used to share my day at school or funny situations that happen for the day with Mak. Then she'll laugh at the same time, advise me. But now, i have no one to turn too. They all do their own stuffs. I really missed all those laughing. Really i need it back..Is my sins to hard to forgive? Am i that bad?? Mak,abg please come back in my life. Ain betol2 miss both of you..Sorry for ALLLLLLL the sins i've done...Please.. |