it still hurts;

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

As I expected, Kassreeal Alfi is out. The now popular Kassreeal Alfi. It’s not that I don’t support him, I do,but I know he won’t go far. Anyways he is blessed with good love and a voice in him, and at least he’s known now. I just missed him, not Kassreeal but Alfi. The Alfi who used to make the whole class laugh and spice up the the boring classroom.
I am tired of seeing Kassreeal in t.v. I want my handsome classmate Alfi back. Hope to see ya in class tomorrow dude.It’s been long.

I am blessed to have lloads of love around me. Love from my parents, love from my friends, from Ika, and not forgetting from Roy who pampers me with everything. Today, when I was otw back home in the train, thinking of every single person in my life, I felt so blessed. Blessed to received love once again after so much suffering and pain.
The person who once left me with those pains and hurts, are now the one who pampers me. Eventhough, I hate him soo much a month ago, those hate turn into love once again. Its true what I’ve heard. “Never hate too much, it’ll turn into love, never love to much, it’ll hurt one day” He may be the one who used to hurt me allll the time, but now he showers me with love all he can. I know I can never be over-confidence bout him cause I don’t know what might happen in later days. Called us “unpredictable couple” or “obsessed”, I don’t care. I know him inside out better then those outside. I would have walk away long ago if you don’t mean anything to me. I am still here cause I believe we deserve so much more than this. So be happy you girls out there.I suggest try harder. I ain’t gonna give halfway this time. And gonna make it worth a fight.

Eventhough I never declare seriously . I hope you are reading this.
Abdul Royduan, I am in love with you once again.