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Saturday, June 09, 2007
People always misunderstood my friendship with the Ex. People always have the wrong idea of my friendship with the Ex. Guess what ive discovered a few moments ago..Yes a few moments ago!

The Ex had her long before we broke up.
The Ex has been going out with her even before we broke up.
The Ex has been contacting with her even before we broke up.
I know it long that they are contacting with each other when, we change our sim cards. Meaning he used my number and i used his. You wouldn't want to know who had message him that night. Filled with jealousy and anger cause i just can't have the truth from him. But i don't mind if they meant to be friends. Really i don't mind..The truth, i even asked for freedom from him,(not once butalot of times), with an excuse i had someone else but i actually wants him to run after her..Am i still not unreasonable? Why should i cling onto him if he keeps on playing my back and his heart only has her name?? Am I still the bitch?? Mayb its karma. I took him from someone, and now someone took him from me. I always have to repeat my memories with him.
Why am i writing bout all this?? Cause i thought everything would be over. But its not. It hurts me knowing that she stills cries over him. We are both woman. I understand her feelings, So i am here to get things right once and for all. I hope she or any of her friends could understand the relationship between the both of us after reading this entry on MY blog.
I have no strings attached to the guy whom you cry for and you just don't want to hear his explaination. I am simply not siding him but this is for the benefits of both my name and my blog! Don't bring down both my name and my blog. I have to face criticism from the wide world web, hate emails and anger smses from God knows who. He is just my Ex whom i now cared for and not in love. Again, we will not be settling things together cause there's nothing to settle. There's no way we could be as one lovebirds again cause we are friends. If ever he wants to get back with me, i will only want to see his hunger for my love and sincerity towards him and not his hunger for what is between my legs..If i could close one eye on both of you contacting each other when i and him were together, i don't see any wrong of you doing the same thing. And i told you once, i'm done with him. My love life with him is over!! Get this in your mind people. I don't point fingers to just one person, i am refering to everybody who wants him to be your companion..Go call him and have him all you want. I have my own life now. I have my own companion. We are friends!!!!! Oh God even if i explained it here, it'll just a waste of my time, helping a friend. Some people are just not strong in handling such affairs. oh my god!!
I am so frustated now..Guys will never stop lying even if they are left with one breath to live..
Dont judge me by the way i blog, or the way i talk. and to those who extremely love to critic me the way i live my life with the Ex.. Its simply NONE of your business.
Yes,we go for a meal.
Yes, we hold hands.
Yes,we hug.
Yes, we are close.
but no we dont kiss. Dont go around creating kampung stories..You think i am that desperate over him. I am over his love. I don't crave nor beg for his comeback. Everything is the past..GET THIS IN MIND,PEOPLE WHO LOVES TO KNOW WHAT HAPPEN BETWEEN US...WE ARE JUST FRIENDS!!!!I FEEL LIKE SHOUTING..
Excuse me..
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Addition:
i know its not gonna stop here. everything has no end unless, i stay silent and back off..Meaning, i will have to learn and sacrifice our friendship for their happiness..