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Sunday, June 03, 2007
Its 3.30am..And i just can't shut my eyes to sleep. My mind is still thinking bout yesterday and the past few days. Still wondering am i at fault? I mean, i agree sometimes they way i blog or expressed my feelings here can be misunderstood. But anyway,its my blog and i have the rights here. I do realised that there's alot out there , whom i don't really know, who "loves" to read my blog, thinking that they could get secrets bout me and just "loves" to know whats going on with my life. They can be in different range of age and people. From my aunties,far away cousins, to Smoochy's exss/admiresss/crushss/girlfriendsss to unknown people. For the past years, i've received lots of hates emails, words of encourgements and well wishes from people i don't know. Some even create a hotmail by my name. I don't want to talk bout it here anyway. I don't blame them cause anyways whats my blog for ,right. I just thank to those whom i don't know and is a fan of my blog. Just don't judge me for the way i blog. I guess partly,i'm at fault too.. I realised the way i blog my days and feelings, sometimes can be complicated. But just enter at your own risk aites..

Ama-Hotbabe, i guess i'll take your advice. I will try to forget the past. Move on.Treat him nice if he treats me nice. Treat him like a tissue paper if i have too. I guess its time for me to show that i'm not soft, and i ain't the right person to play his games. He started this game, i'll play along. I'll be a bitch or whore if i have to. If that happens, don't blame me.
Ama, get your license quick! I am so excited..You make me want to continue with my bike license. We will have looads of fun..Love you babe..

Friday date with Iqa was awesome. I actually wanted to change my passport photo. But since my number was so slow,there's alot lot of people and our stomuchs are grumbling "dondang sayang", i decided to do it another day. Had our-first-meal-of-the-day cum late dinner at LJS,Bugis.Then headed down to Marina Square. Surprisingly,there's the PowerPuff Girls having a show.How surprise we are.We seriously have no idea where to go so we decided to head down to Yishun meeting, Iqa's love one, Syamil.nyahaha
Its my first time meeting him and what can i say.hmmm.. All i can say is that he is one interesting guy and "Iqa, dea suke bbl world skit eh..Walau ape pun, dea tetap sedare aku.".nyahahha..Whatever it is, my day is always fun with IqA. I just love her so much. Going out with her always makes me laugh. Iqa we are in the same boat now and its time to teach them a lesson k. I hope you'll be strong in going through your hard days. Just remember i am always here for you since the day our friendship blooms. It will be more fun with the rest of the peeps. Probably next outing k guys. I miss you all.

Let me go if you want to play games.
I ain't your tissue paper..