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Thursday, June 21, 2007
How i wish i could run away.Run away far from this island full of stress ,memories and people i truly want to avoid.I can't stand all this anymore.Out of sudden i am soo scared. I am even scared of my own shadow. aRRGGhh, i need them back.This one last time. My mind needs freedom. I am craving for freedom..
Excuse me...
AAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHH!!! (pulls hair and jumps around)..

I am now a part time housewife minus the husband. Mum has been helping Cik Pah at her stall in NUS since she is short of hands there. And i have been doing all the chores that was done by mum before this and now then i knew it is really a hardwork.I did the laundry,hangouttheclothestodry,vacuum&mopthefloor,cooknasilemak,changemybedsheets andyoujustnameitwhatelse!!. By the end of the day i am already too exhausted. Now i know how tiring it is just to do the housechores. What if i have babies?? With all those crying and wailing..OMG! Thinking of all this freaks me out! I don't wanna have babies anymore! BUT!, the house is all mine! nyahaha that is one advantage. I could just run out of the toilet naked and wet if i forgot my towel..I can just do my housechores with my bra and boxers cause its like a workout and it makes me perspire. Cousin Fiza, i wonder if you are going through all this things after your mum started this work..? and does Shae help you??hmmm

I really want to make out for the Sentosa trip i had promise Ama last week, but i just can't find the right day nor time. Aaargh i am really sorry ama.I'll try slot us in my calender.

Gwen Stefeni-"4 in the morning", is one very sweet song. I guess its for me. Try listen to it.You can ask me for the song. (smiles)

I don't wanna fall in love with you yet.