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Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Ever since my recent breakup, i admit, i've been throught alot of dates and making new friends with guys, especially. But none makes me happy. I just can't accept them. They are not like my ex at all. And they are all so not my taste. I groomed and doll myself more when i go out. Trust me, its tiring but all that effort just makes me feel great!.
Even without the ex, people do talk and gossip around bout us, i mean me. What else if we are together. World. Peoples mouths never stop talking hah. At first, of course i was angry and so on. But has things went on, i treat it like a story, not from a book but from people's mouths. Get what i mean. All those talkings made me stronger till today where i could get up on my own feet when i had a huge fall recently and i could not be bothered to hear nor entertain them. I have more other stuffs to attend too.
I don't care anymore. People call me a bitch, whore,stupid, snatcher, you just name it.Everything. Those people think they could call me anything they want like as if they have known me in person. Just by hearing my stories from their friends, my frienster, and my blog, they create a whole lot of stories. Go ahead people say things bout me and not him. Just bear in mind it needs two hands to clap. I didn't clap on my own. Situations made me into a bitch. Don't blame me.
I tried my best to run but it came running back to me. arrgggh.
i am so tired with all that talkings..It will never stop..

i've stop loving you..
I know what your heart desires..
so stop all your honey coated words..
cause you ain't getting anymore love from me baby..
shOO.. go back to her..You will never change...