it still hurts;

Friday, May 18, 2007

I’m blogging through blogger using the lappie in the house for the first time..At last I could get the internet to connect properly.
Its Friday today and I’ve decided not to attend class.So I was sleeping soundly till 12 noon when I heard the ringing msg.Who else can it be other then that dear Haslam.oops! did I tell you bout him?? Well he..(blushed)..Well.he is just a new friend introduced by a friend, a month ago(I think).Still in the processing of knowing each other.Well,Haslam biskot, if you are reading this, I’m looking forward for our outing this Sunday.:) *winks*. Guys, wish me luck in my “date”..
Have I move on? Not yet..But for the sake of Mak,fellow friends who cares and Smoochy himself, who told me umpteen times to move on with my life now, I am trying my very best to get over this break-up.Doesn’t mean I have a new friend ,I’ve moved on, rite.Just give me time.
I’ve received tons of emails and friendster message, full of encouragement and well wishes/take cares after the last entry..Thank you soo much for all those sweet words.Some even say I try to get some attention from the world..Well..thank you to you too for throwing those words to me, it makes me stronger bit by bit.
The past still lingers in me sometimes.Adding to the down days I’m having, plus the mood change every hour and sometimes every min, the past seems to come and go..I’m taking every min slowly.
I’ll take Ama words, just appreciate the ex as a friend , that I know, will always be there supporting me from behind and only wants my happiness. Thanks Ama for all those advices.It really helps me.
Skool is perfectly funfunfu under the hot sun!! My every weekdays are spent perfectly with all those lovely bunch of people..And I’m looking forward for our chalet..It will be sooo much fun..
And oh ya..plz vote for my handsome classmate whom I adores and love soooo much, Kassreeal Alfi !!!(M4) in anugerah..wish him all the best..