 *Nur' Ain Madzlan *often misunderstood *frequent mood swings *frequent anxiety attacks *addicted to green apples mail/msn: flubbery_blue@hotmail.com |
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
For the second time in a year.My anxiety are back.My days of depressions are back.Those yellow and white tablets are back.Another frequent check ups are back.Those horrible days are back.It has been confirm that i am going through depression again.That explains the sudden moods i have frequently.Its not easy being in this situation alone without Mak, Ayah and the rest knowing bout this.I don;t want to have them to worry bout me again.I don't want to add anymore heartache and burden in them.No one will know, only you readers whom i don't know who. I just have to go all those treatments alone.I have too.I guess i need some time away from here.I thought i am strong enough to face everything.I'm not.I am just not.The pain in my head is just killing me.Everything is just killing me.Everything..Every single thing.Oh God please, give me faith and hold me in your arms.PLease..i begged you..
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