it still hurts;

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

"I see your lips moving but I don't hear nothing
Everybody talking like they really know something about us
But they don't know nothing about us
I see your lips moving but I don't hear nothing
Everybody talking like they really wanna know about us
But they don't know nothing about us"

Now i'm back to square one. Back to where i used to be. Everything happen so fast. How could You ever lie to me for the 83839837 times? You should know that i am in the process of healing those wounds you once left and it would only take 1 more pain to bring me down in slowing down the healing process.It's a pity to know that you are still the same person whom i loved and forgive umpteen times and left me. I thought you had change but sadly, you are still the same.Partly mayb its my mistake in trusting you once again. Now i realised that you are making me a fool.You are using me for your own happiness.You can never and will never cherish me. You can now feel what i've always feel. Be in my shoes Mister. Have you ever spare a thought for me? Spare your thoughts about my feelings? Don't blame me for making harsh decisions towards you, you brought it upon yourself. For once, please change yourself like you've promise. Not for me but its for your own benefits. If ever you want to come back to me like you asked for, i'll welcome you BUT without her and your LIES..no more lies from you if ever you want to be my friend..please..

No more you Again.
No more Him..