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Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Mum said i'm sick and needs treatment and advise immediately.
2days spent in"tat" room in Batam and rounding the area made me realised how many sins i've done in jus a year.Too many to count.Upon reaching the legal age tis year,(i'm not proud of it), i've realised tat i've taken simple things in life for granted.Really.I dun appreciate things and people around me lately.I'm fond of wealth around me till the extend i forgot tat its not permanent in life, and i dun achieve it.I took the love around me for granted,mother's love,dad's love and even love from my man itself.Sitting in the back sit watching the people in the streets over there made me realised.How all of us, how me, myself take simple things like our legs,hands,body,mind, soul ,money and even love for granted."Tat" man lying face down wif a little girl beside him whom i tot were dead, were actualli sleeping wif NO LEGS!!.Both legs.How's life if i'm in his shoes??.I felt like crying.The roof now tat i've got, shelters me from the rain and scorching sun tat i'm "sensitive" at.How bout them?? The hugs i've got from the people around, tat comfort me, tat made me feel loved, protect me and i noe i have smn to rely on.But how bout them??I took all this simple things in life for granted.I was never thankful for wat i've got.Yes i admit to all my mistakes.Now i realised how hard life is without people around you.Without mum, dad,siblings,frens and love.Now i dun mind not having a surprise bdae party ever again.I won't wish for stg i really dun need.I thank God for this wonderful life He has given me. Syukur, Alhamdullilah

how i wish u show ur love to me like b4.
u seems to be far away from me.
come back to me baby.