 *Nur' Ain Madzlan *often misunderstood *frequent mood swings *frequent anxiety attacks *addicted to green apples mail/msn: flubbery_blue@hotmail.com |
Sunday, February 04, 2007
The trust from me that once was demolished, i built it up on my own giving it a 2nd chance.Over and over again tat trust was being crush, and now for the umpteen times, it vanished once again. I dun blame anyone for this. Now I believe tat whatever wrongdoings or mistakes a person had done in the past, it will come back to u. trust me.And being nice,soft-hearted,patient but without the looks and perfect positive attitudes,brings u nowhere. Being beautiful is everything. Trust me. LIE ALL YOU CAN MR LIAR!! Coz I can’t be bothered anymore if you wanna have another chick in ur life. U made me wanna slap,punch,kick and just KILL you. But I can’t coz u dun deserve all tat. U deserved MY HATRED!!.. I can’t believe all tis is happening..How I wished I could call u a piece of shit!, but I can’t coz I still love you like I do..arrghhh. wish u luck in building up my trust on u and making me love you more.. Berarak mendung awannya kelabu Menambah resah luka dihatimu Kesepian malam seakan mengerti Cinta yang dalam kehampaan Mungkin kau dan aku terlalu berbeza Cintamu dihati hanya sandiwara Kata dan janjimu mudah kau persia Di balik senyum aku sengsara Pernah jua aku nan mencuba Meluahkan kenangan kita bersama Namun aku tiada terdaya Melontar mu dari ingatanku Makin lama makin ku mencuba Semakin rindu datang nan melanda Kasihmu ke mana hilang arahnya Kini cinta, cinta lumpuh dan tak bermaya Berikanlah aku kepastian Agar dapat kuteruskan perjalanan Kepadamu tuhan aku harapkan Berikanlah aku kekuatan |