 *Nur' Ain Madzlan *often misunderstood *frequent mood swings *frequent anxiety attacks *addicted to green apples mail/msn: flubbery_blue@hotmail.com |
Thursday, February 08, 2007
God..Bring me closer to you plz.Forgive me for every single sin among all the sins i've done.I'm just a normal soft-hearted human tat made mistakes.Guide me to the right path where i've lost the way to come to you. Its tk-pegi-skola-day for me.I was very sleepy to wake up eventhough i turn in early last nite wen actually i was very excited to go for me p.e lesson.Damned have to wait till next thursday den.Now i'm sitting at home sitting infront of this virus computer listening to dangdut songs.These sings simpky made me wanna go clubbing..Espcially wen i'm turning legal in few days more.WOOOhooo!!!!!..But not gonna go till i'm working and have my own money..Clubbing needs money u noe.hahaaha.. Break time has been spent 2gether.I never felt this close before.But the incident kept on worrying me.I tried to throw it away and remind myself tat i've forgived him.I think wat mum said is true,its easy to forgive but not easy to forget.Eventhough i've forgiven, its just soo hard for me to forget those affairs.Mum says i have to be strong and go tru everything wif patient.1 last chance is the only thing i can give but not my trust fully.Some are already developed.but not all.I'll take the hotbabe aka amaDiva, words. I have to choose and make my decisions wisely.I will.Patient is the key. Bike or car license?? choose wisely too...nayahhahaah... (gelek to dangdut..aduhaduhaduh aduh jantungku berdebar..yeeeeha...) |