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Monday, February 26, 2007
The weather seems to be reaching what my heart has been doing.Cold icy droplet was splashing on us as we sit under the big red umbrella with the logo "M" on it.We sat and talked enjoying our junked lunch.i let you do the talking cause i miz ,u telling those stories.the way you talk as you puff those tars in your bodies.i miz it.how i wished i could jus stop the time and stare in those eyes till the end of my life.

My eyes start its race from your sweet luscious pink lips,up the cheeks where i usually kissed and caress, then to your eyes which invites me wif no love anymore.i don't see the feeling of you longing me, wanting to hug me tight making me feel safe.now i realised the love i longed from you all tis while are slowly vanishing.i felt loveless at that point of moment.the surrounding felt so lubberly.

In the dark room,with big screen and air-conditioner on at full blast,which we sit in yesterday, flashed back to the moments of when we first catch a late night movie on new year.tat was the happiest day i had spent with you ever.Ever.how i wished we could repeat it this year.those happy moments we had.how i wished i could hear those hot breath whisper in my ears again.

now all i'm longing for is you.all i miz is your never ending love,your sweet whispers that always make me feel beautiful ,your soft caresses on my face that always make me feel warm, your kisses that used to wet my cheeks, your tight hugs that always make me feel loved and those gdnites"miz and loves you".how i wished we could be in the past where we don't make mistakes and are laughing all the time creating sweet memories day after day.Is our love journey are destiny to be tis way?

I hide all the grief and pain i was going through after those decision were made.Baby, i need you to support me from falling.i need you like in the past where u were always here with me. i don't want you to enter my life like a newly complete stranger.i know i are not gone completely from my life. you are jus far from my heart.i love you dude.i still and will always love you Mr CheekyFace