 *Nur' Ain Madzlan *often misunderstood *frequent mood swings *frequent anxiety attacks *addicted to green apples mail/msn: flubbery_blue@hotmail.com |
Monday, January 15, 2007
I dun noe whether i should walk,run,scream,shout,jump,hang myself or jus keep silent..i really dun noe..every single day i felt scared...every single day..YES EVERY SINGLE DAY AND NIGHT!!! wen i'm waiting to be brought in to the heavens of fantasy dreams...I felt scared..really scared of losing u...U seems to drift further and further and i'm holding on to ur sleeve wen i sld hold on to ur back, hugging u like b4 for support ...Do u even notice tat we are drifting apart..?Do u notice? Or u not feel anything? Or u choose to jus ignore it?? which one honey?? i'm like hanging on a cliff wishing smone wld rescue me...Everyday i pray for us to get better but i can't see the results...I realised tat i'm getting weaker and weaker each day thinking bout all tis...I'm not as patient and as strong as i am wen i first fell in love wif u?? Wer is the guy who are alway here for me??? who always show his love for me no matter wat the situations are.?? wer is the guy who always made me smile and never cry?? wer has he been lately?? I felt like u are a complete stranger to me..I want ur love..i want u to be back here again wif me like those times we walked hand in hand in our ups and downs...wer is tat guy ??? plz come back...plz be my smoochypie again...i mizz tat guy...i really mizz tat guy...i'm not blaming u but i want we to get back all those times again like we used to be.... i realli mizz u...(sits in tears without dancing, listening to christina aguilera song "hurt") "Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand? Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am? There's nothing I wouldn't do To have just one more chance To look into your eyes and see you looking back" "If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that I've missed you since you've been away" |