"baru matairko pe,blom laki ko" = "its jus ur boifren not yet ur husband"....
at last those words came out from ur mouth...
my bestfren used to stop me from checking his hp by saying " buat ape ko nk check hp de?? dea bukan laki ko aru matair ko"..="wat for check ing his hp??,he's jus ur boifren not ur husband"....i tried to ignore..but now it came out from ur own mouth..Now i realised who excatly i am beside u...Ya its true i'm js a girlfriend not a wife...but u prove me tat i'm a no one to u..Girlfriends are not meant to be long..Wifes are..Now i realised the whole situation..I used to hide the reality but now i can't..I have to accept tthe fact tat he's jus my boifren not my husband...
i never misses my ex...never and will never...i've thrown them out of ma life..its ok if u dun trust my words..i'm fine wif u missing them...at least u admit to me tat u missed them sometime...i'm fine wif it...its ur feeling and i'm a no one to stop u...as i'm jus ur girlfriend...i understand...i'll take step one step backwards...haiizz...everyday i pray u'll forget them 1 day coz i have the fear of u missing them will lead to u loving them once more...arrrgggghhhhhh...u jus dun understand my fears...forget it...So now..i dun care if he scolds me or point fingers at me saying tat i'm not honest wif him..go ahead..i shall jus keep my mouth and ears shut..cz i noe i'm js his girlfriend not his wife yet to be fighting back to him... :'( i shall hold ur words but i treat like there's nothing happen...trust me...i've forgiven u...really...