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Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Shouts, tears,scream,bangs,stomps,knock...etc..etc..
All tis are comman stuffs i do went i'm angry..really...frustated,pissed off,feel like jumping and stomping....yes i noe i have those feelings at the same time..It's hard to let u noe tat i too am scared of losing u...really scared..reallyreallyreally scared but i jz dun wanna show it coz i dun want to repeat my dark history having the opposite sex making fun of me,playing wif my cute fragile hearts which is forming up wif plasters and bandages after being stab umpteen times..It's not tat i dun trust u, i reallyreally trust u, more den u trust me..I reallyreallyreally love u..Reallyreallyreally need u..U made me change drasticly inside..U made me grow "big" coz i'm happiy, wen i wanna slim down..The constant love u pour to me is a pleasure i never felt from anyone apart from my parents...seriously... i dun noe how to decribe my fear of losing u ,who made me a strong lady inside ever since i met u..It's unfair u pointing ur fingers at me saying i'm not afraid of losing u...it's unfair..for now i've made a conclusion, i nur'ain shall make another drastic change..like wat i've promise u, i shall jus keep quiet and follow ur do's and don'ts..Watever u do, i won't stop u..I appreciate the second present u gave me infront of ur peeps which left a hot sensation which i will not forget...It was soo sweeet and HOT...thanks..

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