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Monday, November 20, 2006
Has i helped Little Kiddo packed her camping beg the nite b4 she went..I remembered how fun camping was..Full of smiles,laughter,jokes,singing,adventures and not forgetting crush..Everytime i had camp i was looking forward to handsome instructors...Serious..Its normal la people, a 13 to 15 yr old gal..wat do u expect??haha..I always felt so excited but one thing is tat after the days and nights spend there, i was scared to go home..i dunnoe why...But tis feeling came every time the day is nearing to go home..I'm afraid to go back to my own house..Find it funny?? i'm afraid of the problems tat are going to occured wen i come back..I'm afraid to face every single one of it..I'm afraid of doing the housework again..I'm just too afraid..Not afraid, lets use the word traumatised..yeh tats rite..I'm fobia..mayb i had enough of the ups and downs of life..Sometimes i think life's not fair to let me face all these adults problem at a young age..Housework,naughty-nonunderstanding-jahat-nk-mampos-prangai-mcm-setan younger sister i have to look after,feed take good care of..Not only tat, laundry,cleaning up, meals and the list goes on wif the word skool in it..Luckily i'm brave enough to face it and go tru each one slowly...I'm juz surprised they( people like my sis age) does'nt even noes how to use a simple basic washing machine wen i can do multi-task wen i was at her age...haizz..kids nowadays...spoilt brat..Mayb tat y i'm so scared-fobia-traumatised to go home...NOBODY asked me how i felt tat point of time...atleast now, i have smn who loves and understand me..he is none other than my caring-lovable-understanding-nice-cute boifey...Abdul Roydzuan...yeh!!! thanks for being here wif me tru my ups and downs..How i wished u came earlier to safe my hectic life...love ya...too all those kids age btwn 13 to watever age u are, if u dun noe how to the housework., better learn it from now!!! yes i say now!! coz ur life is gonna be much more easier..I had my hard times during a period where i should be enjoying my life and skool..so i'm gonna make u kids suffer too like me..Especially you little kiddo coz u're staying under one roof wif me...nyaaahahahahah...evil me is here..