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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Take a look at my new pathetic,okok-happie,confused great damned life!!!
LIFE:
-Its the h0lidays..and its loooong...
-I've got a job at last..woohoo!! Awesome pay..Gonna concentrate on the job..Big money ahead..
-Free time has been spent on finishing the puzzle which was started by Little Kiddo Sis..Half done by me and kuzzin lenggang...
-Iqa's not talking to me...I simply missed her soo much..seriously sooo much....
-Shygal just turned 19 on 26..Happie bdae...!!
-Fad got a new guy...congrats gal..hope this one appreciate u and have a long-lasting relationship..
-3 days per week session wif Lieyza and Ayunie to the gym and stadium..
-I'm getting sooo damn fat and fatter!!!!!!!!Arrrghh..those slimming tea are not helping..
-No new ideas of creating a new poem...tat simply sucks...yucks..
-I'm sick of living in this headache and confuse state..
-I feel like goin far away..where?no idea...
**Trying my best to concentrate on studies and work plus more time sitting at home finishing the 1000 pieces Pooh and Frens puzzle...
LOVE:
-It has been 6 short pathetic, full of tears,misunderstanding,"moving hands" ,"shared-relationship" months wif him
-He is soooooo damned confused and so am i...
-Always get into a tense state which ends up nicely (PATHETIC and simply MEREPEK)--yes i admit it..
-I'm getting weaker each day...
-I've started to fight more...izzit u or me Pa?or izzit both??
-Loads of crying nights which ended up till 6am..(observe my eyes which are turning into a panda.)
-My parents disagree my relationship wif him especially dad..awww..no dad plz..we are just "teman tapi mesra"..
-BUT BUT BUT.. from all this, i've spent loads,loads,loads,loads and loads of quality time 2gether wif him...(izzit due to the hoildays??)
** Pa, i just want u to noe tat i appreciate u in everyway..I'm not ready to leave you nor lose you..But u are just sooooo the confused..and so am i..
Y are both of us like tis recently???arrrgggghhh..sometimes i just feel like bombing both of us...We are one IDIOT couple...arrgghhh..blargh!