 *Nur' Ain Madzlan *often misunderstood *frequent mood swings *frequent anxiety attacks *addicted to green apples mail/msn: flubbery_blue@hotmail.com |
Friday, June 23, 2006
"Ain, i wanna say tanx 2 u 4 elping mi all tis while..Budi baek u uat kt i akan slalu i ingt dan akan i simpan dlm ati i...So ain,lupekan saje rxx... Ur lyf hv to go on..im swie 2 trouble u all tis while... N i hpe u gtthe bez 4 yrelf in the future...Tanx ain..." Sender: HIM +65xxxxxxxxxxx SENT: 02.34.42am 22.06.2006 i replied---- "U wats wrong wif u? i tk ckp papekan...U ingt i sanggup lupekan u? Plz lah u.. wats wrong wif you? or izzit u yg tk perlukan i lagi? klau gi2 its ok Rxx......" Recepient: HIM "i tink its the bez wae 4 u to 4get mi...Cx i'm no longer a useful guy 2 u.. I da byk mlukakan ati u ain...I tknk nie smer brtrusan agi... I juz can't c u idop mrane mcm nie..." sender: HIM jus as i was thinking wif warm pearls in my eyes tat sparkle in the dark, ma fon rang... It was you...should i reject it and call u back like i use 2?? or just let it ring?? Out of sudden, ma hands do wat they always do... I need to hear you explanation... ringring riiiiiiing ringring...SILENCE.... him: you tinggalkan i jelah... Me:silence him: pegi carik laki baru, i byk menyusahkan u... him:bye u i put down the fon, just like tat...i can't bear to hear much more... He called back.... him: eh main letk gi2 aje?? Me: abeh klau u yg nk everything to end tis way, i nk buat mcm mane lagi klau tk letk????! him:u ingt senang eh i nk lepaskan u gi2 aje??! i tk boleh lepaskan u Ma.... u ingt tk ape i ckp time kite nagis same2 hari 2? .......... the rest of the story is mine to keep....... NOW..we are still 2gether..wondering y? the conversation kept on playing in my mind....i'm going craziiiieee!! i'm going away for a moment... |