 *Nur' Ain Madzlan *often misunderstood *frequent mood swings *frequent anxiety attacks *addicted to green apples mail/msn: flubbery_blue@hotmail.com |
Saturday, May 20, 2006
It has been quite long since i last blog in rite...Well i'm back now...I'm just trying to put myself back into one complete piece..Lots of stuff has happen..Back to single life...Trying to accept the fact tat he wasnot meant for me.. Actually i've known it for so long, but my egoness strike and wen too high...My love for him was too strong till i didn't realised tat he don;t love me like i do...I was just too selfish to think bout the rest...After much thinking and taking a break, now den i realised tat i was just too stupid..Being friends is better den relationships...I'm gonna cherish every sweet moments i had wif him b4...Now i walk alone without him...I just pray tat he will be happy wif the person tat he chooseto be wif...I'm not mad nor angry...Just dissappointed in myself coz i let myfantasy of being happy wif him run way to wild and up high....I'll neverrepeat this same mistakes again...God help me in finding the right way towards true happiness...I can't bear to live tis way anymore...PS:ISTILLLOVEYOU...PLZGOAWAY.. STOPMEFROMLOVINGYOUAGAIN... |