 *Nur' Ain Madzlan *often misunderstood *frequent mood swings *frequent anxiety attacks *addicted to green apples mail/msn: flubbery_blue@hotmail.com |
Saturday, May 27, 2006
1150pm till 1255am...26/05/06 A time and date i won't forget... We sat down together under the bright moonlight Feeling the nite breeze as our blanket.. Drinking 100 plus Big gulp from 7-11... Our sparking teary eyes met a few times.. I tried not to cry but i can't... We cried as we poured out our feelings.. Leaving each other is impossible.. Being together is impossible too Being frens is possible But we always come back to the usual "i love you"s path... I tried to look away as u cry.. It hurts me... You told me to forget you.. I said tat too.. It hurts me.. U told me to go to smn else better.. I told you to go find ur happiness wif her.... It hurts me... You said u still love me.. I said i still love you too.. It made me cry... it made you cry too.. OH dear wat should we do ???... Are your words true?? Tat u are still leaving me alone one day?? Tat u will still walk away from me one day?? Tat u will forget me one day?? Plz…Don’t leave me even as a fren… Coz I still love you… Why I still love you? Coz I have no other reason to love anybody else God plz! I wanna be happie…Get rid of this sorrowness inside me… |