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Saturday, January 14, 2006
I will starting skool again tIs coming Monday...excited ade..bored ade..my feelings are all jumbled up till i dun noe wat i am feeling now...I got into Ite Ang mOkio...and guess wat?.I got into a guys course!! shy seh saye!! I got into Precision engineering..Wat if there's no other gals in my class?? how am i suppose to survive?? aiyooo!! Last Wed, i went there to register for my course wif the company of my Mum...i bOught my skool uniforms and took photos for my new eez-link card!! woohoo!!! Just say hai to a few people who are in my course...And they are all guys!!! Mak!!! camne??!! tat is on registration day..On monday itself i dunnoe..imagine the skool is packed wif the second year students and new comers...Sooooo shyy!!!! Its gonna be like my first day in secondary and primary skool..Forget bout the kindergarten coz i absolutely noe nothing bout tat...imagine the "suasana"...malu skali!!! aiyoo..i'm gonna call Nemo for help coz he too skool there..I hope he coould be wif me...arrgghh..cannot believe tat i am going tru all tis once again...fOrget bOut it...
recently i'm feeling down..not sure why...thIngs has always been wrong..Izzit me or the things around me..I get too sensitive sometimes..I will cry wen i'm alone..tIs 21 jan is my one year aniversary being a single laaaaadddyyy!!!! woohhoo..(not counting Shahrul in as 1 of mine) ever since Nin sulaiman left me without a single word, my life has been in a confused state..I noe it was th past and i have to moved on..but i simply can't...how i wish i cOuld...Alot of questions has been playing in my head..All unsolve and not answered..I just wished tat he would come back..If we are not meant to be 2gether once again like b4..I accept it...But all i ever want is he to tell me the truth of his dissappearance...why.? wad happen? wer he go?...wer are all his promises to me?? wad happen to our relationship??..haiizz..i admit i missed him dearly...YES..missed him sooo much!!!! and i will always be waiting for him no matter wat happens....i'll be waiting foR yOu....