 *Nur' Ain Madzlan *often misunderstood *frequent mood swings *frequent anxiety attacks *addicted to green apples mail/msn: flubbery_blue@hotmail.com |
Sunday, January 29, 2006
had fun at nenek hOuse yesteRday..lOads of good gReat food...bUt had to do the dishes wif cOuzin Feeza..My hand was tuRning damned ugly..Its getting dRier and dRier..Haiizz..i KePt on laughing lookIng at my cute nephew and niece..they aRe soo damned cute...I finAlly felt liKe neaRly all my family membErs aRe gettIng on good teRms again liKe 10 yeaRs agO...hOpe and pRay tat eveRything will be fine...peRfectly fIne...AuntIe called yesterday sayIng tat my uncle was hospitalised..One after anOther...Family membErs keep being sIck..I'm nOT suRe wheather i shOuld wRite bOut tIs but serIously i am feeling scaRed...My wOrld has been tuRning aRound and aRound wif cOnfusiOn...loud sOunds kept rInging in my eaR dRums...I hate feelIng tIs way...My evEryday felt diffeRent...cOmpletely diffeRent...why?? am i keepIng sOmethIng fRom myself?? huh?? dun undeRstand wats gOing on wif me...sOmething is wRong wif me..i guess... feel liKe gOing eaStcOast....anybOdi fRee 2moroow?? picit me aite... I SIMPLY HATE FEELING TIS WAY!!!!!!!ARRRGGRRRGH!!!WOFF! |