 *Nur' Ain Madzlan *often misunderstood *frequent mood swings *frequent anxiety attacks *addicted to green apples mail/msn: flubbery_blue@hotmail.com |
Friday, January 27, 2006
feeLing dOwn tIs few days...Had a bad flu and cough...it all started wif a soar throat...it hurts like mad man...I can't even swallow food at skool during my break..so i had to just drink gallons of water to avoid being hungry...Make a new fren wif tis guy who is in the same school wif me but he's in automotive...He's nice..Cute i cannot denied it...Great person to be fren wif...And i'm forcing myself not to have any feelings 2wards him coz he has a nice cute gal..Not goingto repeat history....Only loving him as a fren like i love all my frens...yeah! skool is gOin great...everything is absolutely fine and fun!!... Only tat i hurt my finger wen i was doing my practical...Damned shit...I can still feel the pain now...but everythings fine... My uncle " Wak Mail" just passed away 2 days ago...It was sad tat i didn't get to see him for the last time becos i had to go 4 my practical which i can't miss...feel like crying..waaaaaa..its fine..I just pitied my cousin, her daughter...She wen tru alot of "uncool" stuffs...She is sooo sweet...Very sweet...I watch her took care of her late father..She took care of her father more like a husband...She cleaned him like hell..she would sleep beside him wen she's tired...I admit i can't do tat man...i salute her... gOing to nenek hOuse tis afternoon...meeting all my cousins after soo long...yeh2...soo sori to turn down my fren's request of goin out..sedih seeh...its ok there's still alot of days to make it up.... |