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Sunday, December 04, 2005
eVerythInG is settleD nOw...Now den i can cOnfiRm tat He already hAs hIs Mrs...nOt mad...just why did he tell me he is sinGle.??!! Ok people wants their pRivacy..i undersTand,...But his relatiOnship has been gOin on fOr twO mOnths!!!!! iTs shOcking tO me...iF i had known tat he has a Mrs, i wOuldn't be gOing out wif him as wat i've knOwn, his geRl haRdly see him...wAt bReaks mY heaRt Is tat first he lied saYing he was single...SecOndly, wen he talk tO me tat nIte,sHe was theRe wif him AT his hOuse..And he DIDN'T eVen tell me...Thirdly,his geRl heaRd wateVer was said btw the bOth of us..Fine!! i admit i'm just a nOrmal huhu haha fRen...buT why can't he tell me truth?? I haTe nOeing the tRuth myself...i tOt ouR fRenship was gOiing fine..I dun wan to staRt a frenship wif a lie..!! I'm huRt.. i diDn't say tat i Love him badly and i want him..NO!!! neVer i tOt tat i cOuld get him... its just tat wHy lie?? OkoOK Enough!! i'm tiRed oF being huRt in relatiOnship and FRENSHIP!! its ok haRd fOr me tO taKe it....I guess its my fault fOr gettiNg oVer cOmmitted in bOth of it...Fine!!! sOlutiOn is..: dun get too cOmmitted in anytHinG i dO!! i won't caRe bout anyBody liFes now!.. i'm gonna be cRuel...i wAnt my life baCk!!!! oh gOd!! plz saVe me fRom hanginG!!!! i still wanna gO swimmIng..