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Monday, October 03, 2005
At last got my skIn change...For 2 days i was trying to complete changing my skin...I think i might take me 4 days to change my baby's diaper in the future...wooooo!!!At last i got tis simple skin...hehe
2dae is the start of the stress week...The week has been occupied with N level papers..2dae was English and History for me...Haizz..I can't do the History...I really can't do it..I was like sitting there playing with my pens..Looking at the ??s ..Till all my fullscap fly away due to the fan that was blowing towards me...Paiseh seh!
Realli can't do it till i can't even think of craps to write..Haizz..Dead meat.!!! Haizz... Gonna watch anugerah 2dae b4 continuing on my revision for maths paper 2morow..Missed the finals tat day ..Gotta work for the Private sales..Haiz...Too bad my Khairil didn't win...Haizz..I voted for him man..Haiyo..Nvm..I still love him ..Hahaaa...
Sometimes i think life is beautiful...Its us humans who dirtied it...We dun appreciate life...We will only start to think bout how beautiful it was wen something has gone..Something tat we cherish soo much....haiz...Its hard for me to accept who i am now.. .I have change soo much inside without people's notice..Why izzit?? Izzzit due to my working life>??I cannot accept you Ain..I cannot...My soul is like screaming for help...Suffocating inside..ARRRGGGHH!!!
Anyway.. i meet Fadly on last sunday after work...We sat down at McCafe drinking chocolate drink..HMmm yum yum...I like it!! We sat down talking bout our lives..Updating each other on the things that is going on..I said i've change sooo much...He was like staring at my eyes and saying things like "plz lah ain ..wat happen to you?? you change soo much..Wer's the ain i known last time??. ...i was like trying to look away covering my face with the chocolate drink...He told me to change back..I can''t....Sori... i am who i am...Told ya i can't change...ANyway thanks for all the nagging of advices he gave me..But still it won't change me..
WateVer you do..remember u still owe me...You can't run away from responsibilities...Never gonna forget wat happen between you and me tat time...You gonna carry your responsibilities after wat u have done...Our secrets will not be reveal untill the time comes..A third party will have to deal with ur wrongdoings!!!
P.S: aKumenyusuRiwaKtudenGanraSaseSal